vegas
And so I learn today that she's planning a trip in August to Vegas with her friend and this guy and who knows who else. Fucking August. Two days before our family vacation. She's already written off the summer. Need to get my head right. Set expectations. She is not coming back anytime soon. Three months at least will be spent on this. It would be easier if I knew she was committed to working it out. She isn't sure. Right now I feel like she's going through the motions. She's letting me down easy. Just freeze me out until I get frustrated and give up months from now. Not going to happen. I will not leave my house and kids. I will never give up.